Title: Is it a sin? For loving you. Chapter 1
Author; ME
Characters/ Pairing : Donghae, Eunhyuk, Sungmin, Eeteuk, Heechul, EunHae? …. For now and more character to come
Disclaimer: I wish I own SUJU
Rating; PG
Genre; drama, romance, angst
Donghae kept on watching the game on TV but it seems to be soundless. His thought are drifted away. Watching soccer game was not as exited as before. His hyung is not here enjoying the game with him anymore. A year ago this room was filled with laughter and joy and screaming. This chaotic room was change into soundless room except the commentator on the TV mumbling whatever it was. Donghae seems not to care. He kept on thinking the differences between now and then when his hyung was still here. It was very chaotic when they watched games between Chelsea between Liverpool. He and and his hyung was never on the same team. That’s the reason for indescribable chaos. He and his friends versus his brother and friends. He was always on The Blues(Chelsea FC)side and his hyung was always on The Reds(Liverpool FC) side. The game was always unexpected turn. There a times when he, Shiwon and Hyukjae wins but there times when Sungmin hyung, Teukie hyung and Heechul hyung would win. It’s been almost a year that he was left watching the game with only Shiwon and Hyukjae. Teukie hyung and Heechul hyung never visits after Sungmin hyung disappeared. Donghae always invite them over but they never accepted it. Donghae wonder what on earth was happened back then by Sungmin hyung disappearance and the way his hyung’s friends never visits again. He asked to many people but none answered all his questions. Then he began to surrender. Even his parent doesn’t say a word. So he felt it is better to leave the question mark as a question mark.
Flashback …
All he can remember was he heard screaming and shouting across his room. It’s his parents. He doesn’t know what had happened. All he can assure his that his dad has a big disagreement with Sungmin hyung. All he can heard his appa’s voice and umma’s tears. He want to go out but he was too scared. Appa was and always a scary person. Then he heard a big bang. Most probably his hyung shut his door. After a few minutes his hyung appear after his door. Sungmin hyung was crying. Tears are all over his cheek. Donghae was confused and began to ask when sungmin hyung cut him off.
“ Donghae~ah hyung love you very much. Hyung very sorry that hyung have to leave you. Hyung have no choice. Hyung so sorry that hyung cannot take care of you from now on so please take care of yourself and umma. Okey? Remember that hyung love you very much and don’t asked about my disappearance. One day you’ll understand”
Those are last words that he heard from sungmin hyung. Sungmin hyung hug him tightly then released and walked away though his door. Sungmin hyung’s back was the last piece of him that he saw. He was stunned with what had happened and heard car engine from outside and the sounds getting unheard. He rushed to his parent’s room and saw a crying umma and appa. He asked but all he heard is “ don’t ever mention sungmin’s name in this house anyomore. Don’t even dare. He is not our son and he is not your brother”. Donghae was speechless with the words that just came our from his appa’s mouth.
Next day Donghae search for Teukie hyung and Heechul hyung and asked why and where did Sungmin hyung was gone but my question was never answered. Then all he can remember Teukie hyung and Heechul hyung drifted away. The never visits and when they’ve bump each other in school, they were like strangers.
End of flashback…
Donghae snapped from his old memories when someone patted lightly on his back. He quickly wiped his tears and looking at his back and only found a familiar smile. A smile that make he smiles.
“ You are late”, Donghae pouted.
“ Sorry. Blame the bus. It took me long enough to reach here. Why on earth there are so many people on the bus and the bus have to make a stop at very bus stop on my way here. By the way shiwon won’t come.. what’s up with the game? Are winning or not? I hope that…..” there a pause in Hyukjae words when he saw Donghae’s clear eyes. There are still stain of tears that left. He know what is going on his best friend head. He knows that he is killing on the inside.
“You still miss him don’t you?” hyukjae continue his words. “It’s ok. You have me here don’t we? I’ll never leave your side. You can spill everything to me. Share your pain with me. I can lend you my shoulder. I can wipe your tear”
Hearing those words Donghae can’t hold it any longer. Tears come out as it will never stop flowing. Hyukjae cupped both of his hand on donghae’s cheek and wipe away all the tears. He shoooo him to make he stop crying. Donghae hug Hyukjae. He cries even louder. Hyukjae just let him crying.
Donghae was so glad that he still have Hyukjae by his side. Losing Sungmin hyung was a very painful memory of his. But hyukjae was always on his side comforting him from the beginning. Hyukjae are replacing Sungmin’s place for this past eleven month. Hyujae has become his strength. For now Hyukjae is all that he need. But fear suddenly come….. “what if hyukjae suddenly left me like sungmin hyung did” he thought. Then deep down in his heart are praying that day will never come.
End of chapter 1.
________________________________________
________________________________________
_______________
This my very first fanfic. And I am so nervous. Hope everyone like it. I have to say that this will be a very long story. My main character is eunhae….. and there will be more character to come. So keep updating with me and give comment so that will make my spirit higher and if there any ideas or anything that need to be corrected plis do so. Because this is my debut so if there any mistake please forgive me and and this fic is not very interesting…. I let it slip…
Enjoy everyone.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
distressed
chipper
weird
exhausted
